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| Sunday, 24 February 2008 |
I'm going home!!!!!! I know I said I had already booked my leave but I just booked my flights home, emailed my best friend and phoned granny and grumpy to let them know that I really am on my way!!!! :-D
Grumpy has not been well for a few months now and I have been having nightmares about not being able to see him again. It's over a year since I went home and saw them and I don't know if I'll get there in time but I bl**dy hope so.
The only sad thing is that I'm only able to go for 3 weeks and although for some people that is a really good long time to go away, for me it's not enough. I get to see my grandparents and friends once a year , if I'm lucky, and 3 weeks is just not long enough but I'll make the most of it!
I really cannot wait to get away for a while. I know I only went away a month or so ago but I need a familiar, homely like place to go to. I've had a couple of horrible weeks at work with sergeants laying into me and making my life hell and since then I have been reconsidering my options. I've had silly thoughts that maybe I'm not right for this job, despite loving it. My confidence level has dropped somewhat (and belive you me it wasn't much better before anyway) and it hasn't been the most pleasureable of times but I really am trying to keep my chin up!
Yikes!!!
Another good thing is that my mum is speaking to me again! It's been a couple of weeks since we had an argument over family business but she phoned me last night to tell me she was going skiing in France and that I wasn't to worry about her if her phone was off. She phoned me again this afternoon to tell me she had arrived safe and sound! Great!
Yikes again!!!!!!
I finish my training in University in four weeks time!!! Yey!! As you can probably tell I'm really looking forward to the end of this part of my 'controlled learning' training and am looking forward to a different environment. To be honest I don't think I'm the only one as everyone has been looking a bit fed up in the last few days. I don't think in any way, shape or form that I'm good enough to be allowed out on my own. I don't think I know eough and although the training is decent I don't think it's as good as it could be. It may be just me lacking in confidence once again but I am absolutely bricking it about the possibility of being allowed out on my own! We'll see what happens!!!
So all in all, apart from all the s***ty stuff everything is great!!!!
P**S: Thank you for the *hugs* you sent me...Still need a proper one though but I know I'll get one from granny when I get there...it ain't long now, just a couple of months away!
P**SS: Lyric of the day:
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you
Nat King Cole - Smile |
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One of my all-time fav songs. I once had to specifically order a record from the shops as it was no longer available - but that was my fav recording of it by The Rocking Berries.
PS. That was, of course, long ago, before we all had computers!
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I love, this song :
I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world
I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world
The colours of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by
I see friends shakin' hands, sayin' "How do you do?"
They're really saying "I love you"
I hear babies cryin', I watch them grow
They'll learn much more than I'll ever know
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world
Yes, I think to myself, what a wonderful world
Reminds you to look beyond the now and into the unknown future... enjoy the break with family and relax {{hugs}}
Sage
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sage,
I agree with what you said, but the unknown future has been scaring me more than I thought it would!
Have you a blog? I was unable to get through on the link of the comment you left.
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the song, "What a wonderful world" is a lovely song and it is timeless.
It's been around for years. It makes you relax and feel happier doesn't it?
Have a nice holiday bawpc.
xxx
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I'm fine thanks babes... just been a) busy and b) just got my computer back after the hard drive died and I lost all my stuff! Hope your ok. X
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Couldn't think of a way of emailing you, so sorry to add this here.. my latest blog is http://wiseherb.blogspot.com/
Sage
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Couldn't think of a way of emailing you, so sorry to add this here.. my latest blog is http://wiseherb.blogspot.com/
Sage
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One of my all-time fav songs. I once had to specifically order a record from the shops as it was no longer available - but that was my fav recording of it by The Rocking Berries.
PS. That was, of course, long ago, before we all had computers!